The stars died so that you could be here today

Rage. Seriously? Some things don't have to be said. 自有分寸. To others. And to myself. Last time, last time. Forget it. Don't renege on promises to yourself.

Disconnect disconnect disconnect. Getting better at it these days. Deleting whole message threads without qualms. Switch phone to airplane mode. Stop waiting for replies. I'm not sure why I feel very wistful every time I watch this video. That wistful feeling multiplies each time I watch it. This ain't a song for the brokenhearted, no silent prayer for faith departed. Expected. Disappointed. 

Shouldn't have studied for 2101! Even if I studied more, it wouldn't have helped. Time to think about dropping econs and S/U-ing the mod in case I fail it. Did I say something wrong? 忽冷忽热, I cannot tank. Come 28th April, I can finally be anti-social and break away from everybody for awhile. Need to take a breather and stop being that somebody everybody expects me to be. Time to indulge in some decadence without anybody affecting my mood. Once school breaks I'll be in the company of myself and not have to entertain anybody or feel like I'm forever crashing. When a heart breaks and the world shakes, will we stand for the vision of love?

All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you. This night is sparkling, don’t you let it go. I’m wonder struck, blushing all the way home. I’ll spend forever wondering if you knew. This night is flawless, don’t you let it go. I’m wonder struck, dancing around all alone.

Studying already saps so much of my energy. Top it off with all the crappy situations happening around in school, I'm exhausted. Throw into the mix my parents calling every hour, asking what time I'm going to be home and getting told to get my ass back home nao. I really cannot handle so much things. My brain and heart are going to explode. Can't I study in peace? 感觉上，是越陷越深。

It's getting increasingly hard to concentrate on studying. It's just hopeless at home. In school, I'm just dazing around. Hello. Earth to Michelle. STUDY!

SAD ME IS SAD. WHATEVER MICHELLE.

Songs that I'm addicted to when I'm sad never fail to remind me of those feelings when I listen to them once again after the period is over. They got me over trying times and they'll forever bear the scars.

Time to time to time to get out of my life.

Wah lao eh Michelle, you retarded or retarded

30 hours in lab in 4 days. go go go group! Yes, I'm tired and stressed up over lab. It's sapping up so much time I can't study. But, that satisfaction after getting things to work is indescribable. Transmitting music signal over a laser beam and having the speaker playback the music with bass boost is awesome. Seeing the correct LEDs light up is so satisfactory as well. The whole lab coming together to discuss logic, helping each other debug and once in awhile chilling in one corner and laughing is a warm feeling. Being able to implement something physical and tangible is probably the best thing about this course. Of course this is disregarding the fact that even if I don't sleep, don't eat don't bathe for the next two weeks, I wouldn't be able to finish the final report, oral defence and studying. And I heart my lab group yea !

CONCENTRATE. FOCUS. Concentration, concentration, let's play a game of concentration. Forget about the sourness; Forget about the bitterness. Gosh mom, I would love to have 13 hours of sleep if I could. So stop bugging me to go sleep zzzz.